Last night i had a dream ;i was sleeping with my beloved charming,beautiful,girl friend with her most precious Diary tucked to my heart which echoed the musical notes she wrote on it..
In the dream i saw her waking me up early in the dawn with murmurs &whispers in my ear,,her smell had an essence of purity nd ecstacyShe wanted me to love her &love her &love her,,,,,,,she lured me &kissed me &hugged me,,,,,,,,but the inevitability of the situtaion was that i was getting late for my office,,,i had a meeting in a couple of hours,,,but she still persisted me,,provoked me to atleast accompany her to her music school,,It was the day of her graduation,she asked me to come to her concert ,,perhaps she tried to elicit my feelings of concern &aggravate my intentions towards her,,,,bt i was anonymous of my appointment wid her that day!!!!
MY PROFESSION SUCCUMBED MY ASPIRATIONS!!!
after the completion of my meeting i had a party withmy friends just a casual triple tipple & billiards with the last stroke hitting my wrist watch ,,,probably this was an indication of a coming disaster.........!!!time was stopped!!!
I hurried up in the cab to rush to my girl friend's musical concert.i was so exasperated that in the midst i eventually forgot to buy a boquet to wish her ,,it was the cab driver who reminded me this,,,,
HUSH!!atlast i was sitting in the arena to attend my girl friend's wonderful percussion,,,,,,she played so well,,,,,with a whole lot of cheers & best wishes we sat in the restaurant to dine together & had a light talk,,,,in our discussions she expressed her expectations & desires which was somehow seemed difficuilt for me to understand,,,as i could'nt live up to it!!
i realized that our professions came between our WAYS due to that our personal lives were hindered....
She judged from my silence that i was not agreed with her she got up nd fled into the cab.coincidently the same cab which dropped me here"i listen to her last question"(ARE YOU COMING OR NOT????)
BUT MY SILENCE PROMPTED HER TO LEAVE ..
but unfotunately her cab rammed into the bus & there was a huge collision which took a toll on my girl friend's life....she died!!!!!
Next morning!!!!!!
my girlfriend woke me up with her usual tenderness ,,& liveliness
was it a dream now,,,,my girl friend is in front of me ALIVE,AWOKE LOVELY AS EVER
THINGS started taking place in the usual chronological order.....was it a deja-vu or something supernatural...
she comforted me,,kissed me to witness the reality that our love existed with the similitude of intenseness,sensuality & affection,,,,,,,
but as the day passed things appeared to be the same with usual percolations which penetrate through my mind,,,,
i decided that i can't afford to loose my girl friend,,my intentions were clear ..i wnted to divert her attention from her work & take her to some island or suburbs to change our mental state to capture the glory of nature which provocate the feelings of love,,,we spent the whole of our day together,,,,i knew that sooner or later ill loose her so i wanted to give her utmost happiness to make her day worth remembering.................
I REALIZED THAT LOVE MAKING A'INT THAT DIFFICUILT AS I PRESUMED...MAKING LOVE TO SOMEONE & DEDICATING ONESELF TO SOMEONE SPECIALLY THE ONE WHOM YOU LOVE& SIMPLY ADORE IS JUST ANOTHER WAY OF EXPRESSING THE DEPTH OF OUR INTENSITY & TO MAKE HER REALIZE HOW IMPORTANT IS SHE IN MY LIFE & HOW INCOMPLETE MY LIFE IS WITHOUT HER
but as they say "ALL GOOD THINGS COME TO AN END"
finally the of her graduation arrived ..together we went to celebrate that day but this time with a boquet of flowers while each petal claimed commitment towards the stigma
i hold on that diary in my hand in which she wrote lyrics of a love song close to her heart,,i announced to the audience about my girl friend's poignanancy to bring that song publicly...How scared & nervous she was.....i knw her voice had truthfilness & i simply adored her creations
people felt sweetness of honey ,,,,in her voice & sensuality in her pitch....
i took her in my arms to leave for the home.......
i knew that i m going to loose her because my watch broke while i was in suburbs lighting the bone fire...exactly what i had seen in my dream ...just the situation nd mode was altered.....
With utter disappointment i still stepped inside the cab holding her tight smiling at her
it was exact 11:00pm as per my calculations we met with an accident......this time taking last deep breathe of my existance i bid farewell to my life catching the last glimpse of my girl friend's face as lied next to my stretcher luckily out of danger.!!!!!@!
